Louis Tomlinson is reflecting on the primary anniversary of his One Route bandmate Liam Payne’s loss of life.
“[Liam’s death] is one thing I’ll by no means actually settle for. I don’t suppose,” Tomlinson, 33, admitted in an interview with The Impartial revealed on Saturday, October 18.
The “Simply Maintain On” singer has confronted tragedy all through his life, as his mom, Johannah Deakin, succumbed to leukemia at age 43 in 2016 and his sister Felicite died at age 18 in 2019. Then, in October 2024, Payne died from accidents sustained when he fell from a resort balcony in Buenos Aires, Argentina.
“I naively thought that, at this level, I’d sadly be somewhat bit extra effectively versed with grief than different individuals my age,” Tomlinson admitted. “I assumed that may imply one thing, but it surely didn’t in any respect.”
He acknowledged that Payne was “undoubtedly” the de facto chief of the band once they had been fashioned on The X Issue within the U.Okay. in 2010. (One Route consisted of Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Harry Kinds, Payne and Tomlinson.) In response to Tomlinson, a management function was thrust on Payne since he had rather more performing expertise than the opposite members of the band.
“It was undoubtedly a task that was assigned to him,” Tomlinson stated. “That’s the reality. … He’d already performed at half time [major soccer games], we’d carried out s****y college exhibits.”
Tomlinson mirrored on sharing “so many” nice occasions together with his bandmate previous to his premature loss of life, occurring to level out that Payne was all the time the primary to assist different One Route members’ aspect or solo initiatives.
Payne’s November 2024 funeral in Amersham, England, was the primary time the entire surviving members of One Route reunited since Malik, 32, left the band in March 2015. Tomlinson confirmed that their pal’s loss of life “undoubtedly” introduced him nearer to the opposite 1D members, although he admitted they’ve had hassle scheduling any additional meet-ups.
“The very best type of associates are those the place, whenever you ultimately do meet up, it’s like no time has handed,” he stated. “It’s additionally simply superb to see everybody doing so effectively in their very own proper.”

Liam Payne and Louis Tomlinson in February 2016. Dave J Hogan/Dave J Hogan/Getty Photos
Tomlinson shall be spending extra time with Malik quickly, since they’ve signed as much as star in a three-part Netflix documentary that sees them journey the U.S. as they replicate on fatherhood and Payne’s loss of life. (Tomlinson shares a son, Freddie Reign, with former accomplice Briana Jungwirth whereas Payne and ex-girlfriend Gigi Hadid share daughter Khai.)
Sadly, Tomlinson not too long ago revealed on the “Diary of a CEO” podcast that Payne’s loss of life put a cease to any critical discussions of a One Route reunion tour in the intervening time.
“By no means say by no means, proper, however I’m simply unsure it will be proper to [Liam],” he defined. “Say for the sake of argument, 25 12 months’s time, it’s like a f***ing Oasis factor, [and] they provide us an arm and a leg, they usually’re like, ‘Come again and do that many exhibits.’ I don’t know.”
He added, “[Liam’s death] simply utterly put a pin in all of that. The irony is there was nobody campaigning for One Route to get again greater than Liam. I’d say I got here in an in depth second.”
Us Weekly completely reported {that a} group of One Route followers held a vigil for Payne in Buenos Aires on the primary anniversary of his loss of life on October 16. Followers positioned flowers, indicators and candles at a makeshift shrine on the resort the place Payne died and shared their favourite recollections of the group.