Weezer bassist Scott Shriner‘s estranged spouse, Jillian Lauren, has revealed that her “world fell to items” after being shot by police in Los Angeles in April.
“It’s like, you spend your complete life simply getting a complete deck of playing cards so as. And simply take them and throw them up within the air in the future, and I’m nonetheless ready to see how they’re gonna land,” Lauren, 52, informed Rolling Stone in an interview printed on Saturday, December 20.
Lauren was arrested for tried homicide in Los Angeles in April after a tense standoff with police. LAPD officers have been within the space investigating a hit-and-run suspect from yesterday.
In line with police, officers witnessed Lauren allegedly “armed with a handgun” exterior a “neighboring residence,” resulting in a showdown within the yard.
“The officers ordered [Lauren] to drop the handgun quite a few occasions. Nevertheless, she refused,” the Los Angeles Police Division mentioned in an announcement on the time. “[Lauren] then pointed the handgun on the officers and an officer-involved capturing occurred.”
Lauren allegedly bumped into the house after being shot within the arm, with police later recovering a 9-millimeter handgun from the property. The writer was arrested for tried homicide and finally launched from custody on a $1 million bond.
The All the things You Ever Needed author has now informed Rolling Stone that she spent her time in a holding cell memorizing graffiti on the partitions.
“It gave me an opportunity to get out of my head for these hours within the jail cell and picture who else had been there,” she remembered. “Within the throes of it, I used to be saying I’ll by no means do a e book about this as a result of I can’t expertise this once more.”
Prosecutors finally determined to cost Lauren with negligent discharge of a firearm and assault with a semiautomatic weapon.
Lauren pleaded not responsible however later agreed to bear a two-year psychological well being diversion program. On the time, her lawyer Hilary Potashner publicly thanked the district lawyer for “rigorously reviewing this matter” and deciding on a “truthful” resolution.
Trying again on the ordeal, the Some Women: My Life in a Harem writer mentioned that she agreed to enter a diversion program “to guard [her] household.”
“When the headlines got here out, my joke was, ‘I’m not only a gun-toting prison, now I’m a loopy one,’” she joked. “My PTSD is a really actual factor. I’m a sufferer of intercourse trafficking and home violence. … When the headlines mentioned ‘Psychological Well being Diversion,’ what I actually thought was, ‘OK, good. Individuals are so scared to speak about this … I’m able the place I can converse to it.’”
Shriner, 60, informed TMZ shortly after his spouse’s arrest that the couple have been “alright” regardless of going by means of “a troublesome time.”

Scott Shriner and his spouse, author Jillian Lauren, in 2015. Ethan Miller/Getty Pictures
Nevertheless, Us Weekly reported on December 2 that Lauren filed for divorce from Shriner after 20 years of marriage, citing “irreconcilable variations” as the rationale for the cut up.
Lauren admitted to Rolling Stone that the media protection of her divorce was really extra traumatizing than “headlines” about her arrest.
“The headlines concerning the divorce have been those that actually harm me,” she mentioned. “I used to be the one who served my husband, however nonetheless, to see it within the public was actually painful. It was positively a day [spent] below the covers, blocking out all of the noise. Divorce is painful, I don’t care who you’re.”
As for the place the estranged couple stand now, Lauren defined to the publication that Shriner is “nonetheless [her] greatest good friend” however they “grew aside” as a pair.
“We nonetheless have lovely children collectively and have all the time actually supported one another in our varied transformations,” she added.
Us has reached out to Shriner for remark.
Shriner and Lauren bought married in November 2005 and later adopted Tariku in 2007 and Jovanni in 2009.