Emilie Kiser has shared a candid put up about her grief following the drowning dying of her son Trigg.
The influencer, 26, opened up about her “by no means ending feeling of unhappiness” after Trigg, 3, drowned in Could through an Instagram Story put up shared on Friday, October 3.
“For those who’re going by loss, I simply need to say I’m right here with you. It’s a by no means ending feeling of unhappiness,” Emilie wrote.
Emilie mentioned she leans into the grief and unhappiness as she grapples with the aftermath of the tragedy.
“One thing that has helped me is having the conclusion that each different emotion can coexist with the grief. When the tears come, I allow them to, and I totally really feel each single emotion. I simply take all of it in as a result of it’s a part of residing with it for the remainder of my life,” she mentioned.
Emilie continued: “Feeling grief is so so essential and to me, it’s arduous and ugly, however it’s additionally a reminder of my infinite love for Trigg. I do know if my grief went away tomorrow, I’d be unhappy. As a result of it will imply I’m not without end residing with the recollections of and emotions of loving him and lacking him.”
The Chandler, Arizona, Police Division confirmed to Us Weekly in Could that Trigg died after being pulled unconscious from the household’s yard pool.
In July, authorities submitted a legal cost advice for Trigg’s father, Brady, who was house when the incident occurred. An announcement shared by the Maricopa County Legal professional’s Workplace later mentioned there was “no chance of conviction.”

Emilie Kiser. (Picture courtesy of Emilie Kiser/Instagram)
After pausing all social media exercise within the wake of Trigg’s dying, Emilie in the end broke her silence on the tragedy in August.
“Lack of this magnitude feels inconceivable to place into phrases,” Emilie wrote through Instagram on the time. “I’ve spent days, weeks, months looking for them and likewise take the time I’ve wanted to digest the lack of my child.”
She continued, “Trigg is our child and our greatest good friend. The sunshine and spirit he introduced into this world was vibrant, pure, joyful and simple. We miss him each second of every single day and persevering with ahead typically feels insufferable. I by no means thought we’d expertise grief on this method or the ache of dropping him so all of the sudden.”
Emilie, who additionally shares 6-month-old son Teddy with Brady, returned to TikTok in September. She paid tribute to her late son by carrying a necklace that learn, “Trigg.”
“I’ve been offline for the final little bit,” she mentioned on the time. “I’m simply doing my finest every single day to determine this out, determine my life out. I’m simply taking it daily. I’m going to do the identical with my content material.”
On September 28, Emilie shared particulars of her remedy journey as she makes an attempt to maneuver ahead.
“I’m making ready my mind to vomit to her and provides her all of my ideas, so often causes me on the drive over to get a little bit bit emotional,” she mentioned through a TikTok clip. “As a result of I’m on the drive over simply fascinated about how I’m really going by what I’m going by and once I get that realization I’m like, ‘Simply holy s*** I can’t consider that is my life and what I’m going by proper now.’”