Cynthia Erivo was all the time destined to play Elphaba in Depraved.
The 38-year-old actress mirrored on her lengthy historical past with the musical in new e book Merely Extra: A Guide for Anybody Who Has Been Informed They’re Too A lot, which was launched on Tuesday, November 18.
“I noticed Depraved on stage for the primary time on my twenty fifth birthday,” she wrote. “Depraved was startling and breathtaking. I had sung the music for years, and now your entire present — lights, music, voices, sights — was unfolding in entrance of my eyes, filling my complete being.”
Regardless of her expertise seeing the present, Erivo by no means noticed herself taking up the position of Elphaba.
“I didn’t dare dream it, and that’s for one easy cause. I had by no means seen somebody like me in that position,” she wrote. “My mind didn’t make the connection that such a factor would ever be doable. It’s laborious to change into what we don’t see. Though Elphaba is inexperienced and it shouldn’t actually matter, it did. Not less than, in my head.”
Erivo, in fact, went on to play Elphaba within the Depraved film adaptation — the primary half hit theaters final yr, with the second set to be launched on Friday, November 21.
By way of the course of her e book, Erivo detailed the method of changing into Elphaba and the way her friendship with costar Ariana Grande grew to become a lifelong one.
Maintain scrolling for Erivo’s largest Depraved revelations from Merely Extra:
How It Began
When she was at school on the Royal Academy of Dramatic Artwork, Erivo recalled feeling like “an outcast.” However she met a pal who may play the piano and they might carry out “one track, from one particular present, over and time and again — a track a couple of woman and a wizard, about hope and belonging.”
Her Connection to Elphaba
Erivo felt a “deep connection” to the character after seeing Depraved on stage for the primary time.
“I acknowledged in her the emotions of somebody who’s completely different. I’d all the time been capable of acknowledge different outsiders like me, and I obtained that about her instantly,” the singer wrote. “We shared a deep feeling of kinship. A lot, a lot later, I’d come to see the parallels between us, however I didn’t make these connections at the moment.”
The ‘Depraved’ Film Audition
When she heard whispers that there was a Depraved film within the works, Erivo informed her group “not” to share any particulars.
“Don’t inform me something until it appears prefer it may come my means,” she informed them. “Deep down, I knew I’d have liked to be a part of the movie. But when I ignored what was occurring, perhaps I’d have the ability to defend myself from being damage if the half didn’t come my means.”

She met Depraved director Jon M. Chu at an occasion, and so they mentioned the film with none “stress” concerned. Then, Erivo obtained an audition.
“I confirmed up with no frills, simply me in a T-shirt and denims, a pair of comfy sneakers — or was it a pair of flats?” she recalled. “I wore a purple knitted cardigan as a result of it was delicate and comfortable and I needed to really feel comfy. When I’m relaxed in my physique, I’m able to be relaxed in my artwork.”
Erivo informed Chu her “connection” to Elpabha earlier than she sang “Defying Gravity.” Clearly, she obtained the position.
Befriending Ariana Grande
Erivo and Grande (who performs Glinda within the Depraved film) made a “pact” to guard one another at no matter value.
“We hear usually how feminine costars — or actually, any costars — can typically let their egos get in the best way till they battle one another, destroying the inventive course of for everybody concerned,” Erivo wrote. “We had been decided to do the alternative. To be the alternative. To construct on one another’s strengths, to encourage the opposite, to see if, like our voices, we may change into greater than the sum of our components.”
Erivo famous that she and Grande “labored in tandem” on set.
“Our partnership was vital,” she added. “We shared a robust synergy, a dedication to authenticity, and that, mixed with the pure connection we fostered each on and off set, allowed us to assist one another emotionally and professionally.”
Their Depraved run has nearly come to an finish, however Erivo and Grande nonetheless “communicate or textual content one another nearly each day.”
The Physicality of the Function
Flying as Elphaba grew to become probably the most “grueling” a part of the position. Erivo would go away “bruised.” She even obtained “a bloody nostril in some unspecified time in the future” and broke some nails.
“Chafing: It sounds humorous till you expertise it,” she wrote. “What truly occurred was that the harness rubbed on my pores and skin a lot and so laborious and so lengthy, time and again, that the pores and skin on my hips began to burn off. Chafing is not any enjoyable.”
It was a “deeply thrilling and completely exhilarating” expertise regardless of being a whole lot of work. The Elphaba costume plus her harness for flying was “an enormous ache to get out of,” so she would usually go 12 to 14 hours with out going to the lavatory.
“All through the day, folks would ask if I wanted the lavatory,” she stated. “I wasn’t going to do it. I used to be not enjoying.”
